done?
unfortunately, this has gone on for far too long. all I can do is cry. I can’t even sleep. its effecting everything else in my life. especially school, and this pregnancy. wish things would’ve turned out differently but its life and now I’ve got to deal with it alone. I don’t remember the last time you hugged me, or even kissed me on my lips, or even told me you love me. this is clearly the worst suffering I’ve ever gone through. and to go through it while being pregnant only makes it ten times worse. I wish we had decided to end things along time ago that way we wouldn’t have to put another human through suffering. we always said we’d never create a broken family because we both had one. and look at us now.
empty inside.
I’m hiding behind a smile. wish I could stop pretending and actually be who I front to be.
true story.
when you’re with someone, just be with them and not their family too. bcuz one day when you decide to leave, you have to break up with the family too. and it won’t ever be the same. wish I wasn’t in this situation right now.
